Talking About My Feelings
You know, I don't understand how you expect me to talk about my feelings when you can't talk about yours. If you had feelings to talk about it would be easier for me to tell you what I'm feeling. You show happiness and love. But nothing else. When I show sadness, you have to know what's wrong. But you don't show that so when I tell you how I'm feeling I feel like you wont understand because you seem to not have those emotions. You said during Christmas that you would try to show more emotion. But honestly I don't think you're trying to much. All I want is for us to have a HEALTHY relationship. And talking is part of a healthy relationship, but we don't really talk about the important stuff that much mostly because it's only me talking about it.
Arguing
We argue way to much. I don't understand why we are, but it's happening. It's mostly my fault that we are, but you don't even argue back. It makes me feel like a terrible person. I'm just there practically spilling my guts out to you, and you just sit there and don't say anything back. I know you love me, and I know that's why you probably don't want to yell at me. But this goes back to a healthy relationship, you need to argue sometimes to make things right. I don't want to argue with you all the time, but when we do I want you to be able to tell me what you're thinking and being able to argue back with me. That way I know that you're listening and that you care.
Our Life
When we talk, I feel as if we're complete strangers. With you working late almost every night now, and my dutch dance and school. It just feels like we're getting farther and farther apart from each other. It's breaking my heart because I can't talk to you as easily anymore. We're not the same as we use to be. When we see each other, it's like nothings wrong, but when we aren't its almost as if we're strangers. I hate this feeling that we're becoming distant. I love you, but can we please go back to our old selves.
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