Today's another hell. Nothing went wrong, but it's just that feeling that it's gonna SUCK. I really don't want it to. I would LOVE to have a day that wouldn't suck so much. I'm suppose to get blond in my hair. But all my sister did was striped my bangs, put blond around my face. And ONE chunk of blond in the back of my head! I'm so pissed at her for this. She knows that I want to be blond again. But she refuses to turn me back. I'm so tempted to go to a salon and get it done by someone that will listen to what I want, and not do what they want instead. I HATE that she does what she wants. She's going to fail as a cosmetologist if she keeps doing what she does. You can tell her what you want, but she does what she wants you to look like. She wont last long that way. And when you tell her you don't like something she gets PISSED like that's going to make you a great hair stylist! ugh she just pisses me off so much.
You know what else pisses me off? Is when your parents want to know everything about your life. But you really don't want to tell them. So then you say nothing. And the funny thing is, THEY get pissed at you. Like WTF! man. I don't want to tell you, because theres just somethings in my life that I don't want you to know about. Just deal with it.
But things are hopefully going to clear up with me and Timmy soon. I really just want to go back to where we DIDN'T fight, or didn't get mad at each other. Or when I wasn't so worried about other girls around him. I just want to get past all of this. He IS my EVERYTHING.
And I know you're probably reading this baba. And I just wanted to let you know, that whatever I say to you over this, I don't mean for it to have us fight. It's just so I can get things off of my chest, because it builds up and I can't take it all the time. I just want you let you know that YOU are my everything. And you will NEVER mean anything less to me.
I Love You Timothy Steven Sepanik <3
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