I'm Sorrie

i fucking ruined my life
i let the one person that ever cared for me so much go
i dont know how to did it.
but it happened
yeah it happened a couple weeks ago
but i seen him for the first time since then today
i dont know how i could live without him
he sat on my couch and i could see in his eyes he was dieing
i just want to hold him and never let go
but i did let go
and that is what i dont understand. =[
i'm so sorrie Timothy you were the best thing that ever happened to me.
and i dont know where i freaked but i did
i knew we had problems way back before Christmas
but i stayed with you because you are what makes me truly happy
and now i knew we had worse problems
but i couldnt handle it.
i bailed.
and i feel like fucking shit for just leaving you.
the past two times you left my house was like ripping my heart out.
i love you Timothy Steven Sepanik
and i ALWAYS will