My Paper Heart <3

ugh. still havent had my period yet. its really starting to scare me.
but our bath this morning was amazing
and expecially afterwards =]
i talked to Jesse today..
okay well i kinda didnt. he wrote me a note
saying how he thinks we should take a break for the summer but he doesnt because he wants to be selfish
i'm going to talk to him about it tomorrow because then our exams would be out of the way.
gah im gonna miss you this weekend.
i'll call you though <3

You're Still My Baba <3

I Don't Like The Drugs But The Drugs Like Me <3

seeing you for the past couple days have been amazing
sorrie for being asleep today when you got there today
but it was nice to wake up and see you right away
im gonna talk to my momma about MA tonight
but im not sure because Jayde has invited be to beach week
and well i'll tell you what beach week is all about =]
its gonna be a blast you have no idea. =]
mmmm so i cant really think of anything to truly say that will make you smile
haha because im a lame tard.

I Still Love You <3

I'm Sorrie

i fucking ruined my life
i let the one person that ever cared for me so much go
i dont know how to did it.
but it happened
yeah it happened a couple weeks ago
but i seen him for the first time since then today
i dont know how i could live without him
he sat on my couch and i could see in his eyes he was dieing
i just want to hold him and never let go
but i did let go
and that is what i dont understand. =[
i'm so sorrie Timothy you were the best thing that ever happened to me.
and i dont know where i freaked but i did
i knew we had problems way back before Christmas
but i stayed with you because you are what makes me truly happy
and now i knew we had worse problems
but i couldnt handle it.
i bailed.
and i feel like fucking shit for just leaving you.
the past two times you left my house was like ripping my heart out.
i love you Timothy Steven Sepanik
and i ALWAYS will

When I Said I Do <3

oh man dutch dance was so much work and so much pain tonight
but to make things way better
my lovey went with me =]
but i feel bad because he just sat there
he looked real bored
although he says he wasnt really..
but i still feel bad
well i love him very much =]

He's The One I Want <3

Wake Up <3

ugh i slept in so late.
i woke up at 8 30 but strangely your ring tone was going off
did you call me at 8 30?
thats odd
but oh well.
the worse day to sleep in
ON EXAMS!!!
this just sucks!
but oh well i got my exam for 3rd hour done
im glad we did half of it yesterday other than all of it today!
oh boy would i have been in trouble.
i'm pretty sure i'm gonna pass all of my exams perfectly =]
okay well maybe not perfectly
but i will pass all of them i know it
i just wish that these exams were on the last day of school
that would be the best
i would pretty much piss my self if we got out right now
oh gosh. kidding!
well i get out of this class in 14 minutes or so
and right now i'm suppose to be doing a brochure
but i dont want to.
its too lame!
haha

ugh last night was the best
i was so glad that i didnt have dutch dance
but yet you still have to go to that with me
it will be a lot of fun
you'll get a good laugh
and you know you are in need of a good laugh
mmmm

mmkay so i'm not at school anymore
actually you're just about to get out of work
so this is my goodbye

Sleep With Me Tonight? <3

Blind <3

ugh again in 1st hour
only today we're in here for ass amount of hours
first hour exam but we dont have an exam in here
but i do have an exam in my 5th hour
stupid speaking
i think its really really gay
oh well
ugh shelby just told me the best and worse thing ever
RENT is comming March 4 and 5.
but its 1 on a school day
and 2 its during school
it broke my heart
i want to go to that
i love rent.
number 3 favorite movie
ugh i cant believe that i JUST remembered that we have a half day of school on friday
teehee you're gonna go to dutch dance with me
AND meet tuba
teehee im pretty much stolked.

You're A Trooper <3

I Wanna Love You Forever <3

so i actually missed a lot
i missed the start of my final exam project in first hour
we have to make this room for kidds like a day care kind of thing
but im gonna do an essay instead since i missed that class in day care of how to draw.
right now im suppose to be doing stuff for my project but im not
since im allow to turn it in before my third hour tomorrow =]
haha i rock
but im pretty nervous about my next hour
since i missed it
but i should be going

You're My Favorite <3